| i ate with my catherine and her friend that was cool as hell tonight. i miss that girl so very much. and i miss mere. i love you two lots <3
i might go on the pill if mom will let me. i already have the perscription. it's for hormone balance and cramps. not sex. i guess i will know her decision by monday.
daddy comes home tomorrow.
i am happy tonight.
i have to say that i am glad me and chels have caught up lately. we are the best kinda friends that can leave eachother for a few months and then go back and be perfectly fine. like we donthave to be up eachothers ass all the time. i think we have more than just about anyone in common by the looks of feelings on boys. i love oyu chels. thanks for listening to me all the time.
im also glad i got my holly and me straightened out. she is my better half. [lol] i love you so much hoe.
i miss heather. but whats new?
i watched a movie tonight. it was good.
tomorrow im wakin up early and cleaning the closet. sarah is coming inot town so maybe we can chill for a lil while
later. | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment   |
| Spring Break is going good. i have four days left. yesterday and today the girls all layed out in the sun for the entire day. it was so relaxing and sooo much fun. i love them so much. there are few people that know me for me and that i can be friends with. its crazy that i have a group of good ones. we fight yeah, but we are seriously like sisters. everyone fights with their sisters.
had dance tonight. went well. finished everything.
i love broken promises. they are my all time favorite thing in the entire world. it hurts me when you do this shit, but what else is new? i wish i didn't love you so i wouldn't continue being hurt. we let the ones we love the most hurt us the worst. one day...
i'm a mess. watching a movie with mom tonight and possibly cleaning out the closet. cleaning the car and working tomorrow. i need to go prom shoe shopping and me and will need to go get a tux. and saturday is the final night of spring break. gurls def. going out. <3 | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| well it's spring break, and i plan on it being a great
one. i'm about to go finish cleaning my room here in a minute so mom
wont have anything to bitch about or an excuse to not let me go out...
i love my friends. heather's last day at work is tomorrow. i love that
girl so much. she has taught me so much and more. it's hard to
explain.. but i feel like she is one of my best friends and i dont
normally get so close to someone in that short of a period of time.
funny thing is that we didnt like eachother when work started. anyways,
ima miss you and i will be at ur apartment quite a bit to see you.
<33 thanks for always being there. you are my one and only skank.
things are getting better with getting over him... alot better. and i
never thought id be able to say that. i will be happy again. i promise.
things just were not meant to be. life is going on without him.
"It's kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this.
Being strong means being heartless.
Tell me, how do the scars feel after the wounds heal?
Did it burn when they cauterized?
Did it show that you were hiding the hurt inside?
Do your eyes still shine as bright as they did
the days when you were at your best?
Now that you're all alone and feeling sorry for yourself,
did it make sense to lie to me and deceive me like you did?
If you run away from me, I'm not running after you cause I'm so tired.
If you turn away from this don't look back cause I'll be gone.
If you go then I'll forget you.
When you're gone I won't miss you.
I'm sorry that's just the way I've learned to deal with a broken heart.
If you go then I'll forget you.
When you're gone I won't miss you.
I'm sorry that's just the way I've learned to deal
with a broken heart and broken promises." | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| You almost always pick the best times
To drop the worst lines
You almost made me cry again this time
Another false alarm
Red flashing lights
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
And let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
So I could shut you out
And let you go away for a long time
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
And if you want me back
You're gonna have to ask
Nicer than that
I think the chain broke away
And I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
But it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
With my foot on your neck
I finally have you
Right where I want you...* [the used]
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| i'm making alot of entries friends only as of today.. there will still be some public though.
comment if you want to be added.. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| time for an update on my life...
last night was pretty good. went to Copelands with the girls and logan and evan and scott and charlie. most people were pissed at me... its straight though cause it doesn't really matter. i'm gonna do what i do and as long as i'm not messing up anyones life then i don't see a problem with it. me and marcie went up and met some people from new orleans--they were all dressed up and throwin beads. it was cool as hell. the guy goes to LSU, where marcie is going. it was neat. anyways, me and lauren split some chicken i think it was. afterwards- me, marcie, holly, lauren went to strands to chill with him and a few other guys for a bit. had an alright time. left to chill in the parking lot. marcie drove us to staceys afterwards. funnnnnnnyy goood times, girls. I LOVE YALL. god to sleep at like 4... holly and marcie ended up sleeping on the pool table <333 [pissin in the parking lot..."ahh! a possum just jumped at the car"(good one, holly), THE EXPRESSION OF BLOWING THAT AIR MATRESS" hahahahaha, jesus isn't here, leave a message, "please forgive me God". i had fun, and laughed. and it felt good to laugh and be happy.
i know some of yall are totally against my life style. it's not like yall make it out to be, so seriously- get over it or get over me.
i have to study. i love my ladies.
ps-curt. glad you're happy where you're at. too bad ppl talk shit about you over there too. looks as if davie is not the only place with shit talkers. oh well. you think you've got it going for yourself, so im happy. love the bullshit you feed everyone. have a nice, fake life :-) | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 09:31 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) bored |
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| long time no type. things have been pretty busy lately..
school is going pretty good. english is hard only because i am weak in that subject. i am doing pretty good in everything overall so far.
work sucks, but its payin me. there are good nights, but there are also nights when you are like omg why do i even deal with this bullshit. oh well.
the girls are pretty good i guess.
prom is exciting me. i ordered my dress and it is beautiful. pics will be posted sooner or later..
i am really happy with jonathan. we click i think and we havn't even known eachother that long at all. he makes me laugh. i can't get mad at him. our relationship is fun. he can handle who i am which is hard for alot of people to do. i'm really hoping things work out this time. i need something good.
thats all. the weather people keep calling for ice but it doesnt look like much is happening. anyways, night yall. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | theres more to me than you. | | Subject: | today was good... | | Time: | 10:44 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) calm |
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| past few weeks have been alright. school was school. work was work. had a christmas party at village tav. with the girls last frriday. got a cute pic book and shirt from lauren [thanks girl, iLy very much]
god it feels so good to be on break. i did horribly on all of my exams except us history, but it's okay because the classes are over. anyways, tuesday when i got out i went out to eat with the girls at venezias.[iLyall.] it was fun even though i was in a bitchy mood.
afterwards, me and holly had a long talk. she understands everything i feel so well. i would be so lost somedays if i didn't have her there to listen, give me advice, hear my mental breakdowns when we sit after school until 5 oclock some days, make prank calls. just be stupid with and not give a damn what anyone thinks. and most of all, get me. [which is by far the hardest thing to do in the world] as ur mom says, we are idiots and thats why we never have drama. i love you.
wednesday i had a day off of work. me and the girls went to see meet the fockers that night. it was GREAT. i laughed so damn hard. some of the senior guys were there too. [ps. thanks for saving me a seat. i still love yall.]
thursday i layed around all day. then i had to go to work and it def. took me about an hour to get there. traffic was rediculous at the mall. but anyways i got there and worked. afterwards, i talked to kristen and went and got us starbucks since she had to close to-go. took her to her car and ate with my katie bo and allyson and jessica. friday i got corrine a christmas present at the mall then worked again. jessica had me for secret santa and got me a cute neclace. got off-- talked to cait and whitney for a bit, then came home and had dinner with the fam.
today i woke up and opened presents with the fam. i got clothes and smell good stuff and money and jewelry. then we went to my aunts to eat. mm thats the best part. took my other aunt and uncle some food at the hostpital and found out he was getting released today :-) yay for that. i'm leaving for virginia for christmas with dads family in the morning. goodbye loves, more later.
...things change and so have i... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| so you call me, again. and i love you and you know it. you know exactly what you do to me everytime. you know, but you pretend to not have a clue and to just be talking to a friend. you inform me that you're new gf is with her ex-boyfriend. guess what. that doesn't mean shit to me. all it does is prove to me i am your backup bitch. fuck that. you know that all of my feelings are in this and it's like you play that to your advantage.
some more lyrics >>>
:: baby i've cried a little too hard, a little too long. what i thought was right was way too wrong and too far gone. i can't bring back the love. it just aint enough--available, impossible, unsavable. here you come trying to make up for what you've done. its too late to say you're sorry now. now it's your turn, boy you can't cross that bridge you've burned. you're on your own-- when will you learn. there's someone out there for me who thinks i'm beautiful. i've got to go. :: | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| happy thanksgiving yall! <33
i just got back from yadkin county and i am STUFFED. what a good day it is though. i think ima bout to clean my room. balllahhh i wanted to get some film developed but the stupid store is not opened. how GAY. oh well. ill just have to do that tomorrow. along with the game and going out with my girls. ahd probably waking up at the ass crack of dawn to go shopping with my madre. yayyy. not really. too many crowds. but it's alllright. i think ima go to laurens in a while too. then maybe a movie with the fam tonight. anyways... tahts all i have to say for now...
::yeah i have my addictions and keep my share of secrets and things you'll never see. i get selfish and defensive and pay too much attention to my insecurities. i'm just like everybody else, i try to love jesus and myself. i don't know what you believe or what you think of what you see. but this is apart of me, of what i do and who i am. all of my impurities are right here on my sleeve. this is me. i'm dealing with the changes and this complicated strangeness of seeing life this way...i laugh at silly movies, tear up when i see babies and i'm stubborn as a stone..i criticize my body, i wonder if i'm ready to ever be alone... i cry- just like everybody else:: <33 [faith hill]
[i would walk the world, i'd cross the sea- journey across the moon- i'd try anything, go anywhere. to find my way back to you. ]
...now all i want is a chance to take it back. i can't go on like this </3 | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | get em high. | | Subject: | here i go... | | Time: | 10:28 pm | | Current Mood: | drained |
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| long time no type. here goes some random shit.
life's been shitty lately-- but that's how it goes and i'm not complaining too much. every day is as good as we make it i guess.
things have changed. people have changed. i have changed. that's what happens as we grow up. it's not something that can be controlled. it's part of life.
i work at texas roadhouse now. i have been working there since we opened in september. i work with some great girls and have alotta fun. :-)
i dance still. it's alotta fun. we goof off more than normal though.
my friends are my life. my girl group got sorta conflicted earlier this year when we made a few wrong choices. its okay though, we are straight... even though not as close as we first were- which sucks. i love all of you girls so much.
there are 3 girls that i love more than life-- they keep me alive [no joke] --don't be offended... not like i'm saying these are my only friends...
lauren, you are my life support. this year i have been through some shit, and no matter how mad we got at eachother when we were drunk [lol] you keep me going, seriously. i love you more than anything- as you already know.
Holly-- where the hell would i be without you- NOWHERE. you and me have so much in common. you get me where most people don't. you're my girl. you make me laugh. we are dumb and don't give a shit. its so much fun and i love you so damn much big booty barbie.
Chelsea- me and you have just recently been getting close- but we are real with eachother and thats awesome. theres no drama and i love you special C. we BEAT IT UP, babe.
[thank you 3 so much for never letting me down]
i miss him. he was my life for the past year and a half. about 3 weeks ago he shut me out for good. it sucks... but in reality i guess it's the best thing that really could happen to me. he didn't love me, because if you really love someone you can not push them out of your life one random week when you meet a new girl and not give a damn the way he does. it's so unbelievable. it's like all i have ever believed in has let me down. at first i didn't know where the fuck to turn-- but i have the best friends in the world and without them i would not have gotten through this shit. i'm still not really over it. i never will be. i loved him more than myself. yeah, i picked alotta fights. that's just me and he knew me and understood me. i love him. on the other side of my personality split i fucking hate him with a passion. he's one of the worst things i feel like i have ever brought into my life. he's fucked me over in every way possible. all i have needed is a friend to listen lately.. thinking i could always rely on him..and he hasn't even been there. it doesn't matter to him. i was "acting" when one of my friends DIED. i wanted ATTENTION. what kind of heartless fucking asshole can say something like that, honestly. all of the god damn broken promises. it hurts like hell. i feel like my heart is gone. i am last in his life now. i run across his mind once in a while-- but then he's with her and there is no time for me. my personality doesnt even come close to competing with hers. yeah-- he ripped my heart out along time ago-- but that wasn't enough. he still wants to crush it up. i dk how far he plans on taking it. i got a voicemail tonight saying call me back after 9 because i am with allyson. i call him back and he informs me he is talking with her and what did i need. what do you want from me. you've killed the old me. i want her back. you put me as low as i have ever gone. what else do you fucking need?
...i'm also tired of being used. it's my own fault, i know. but i'm gonna change. honestly.
i wonder if god is real or not. i think there is a god. i just wonder where he is sometimes.
i miss jim.
i miss being little.
i hate alot of things.
"someone ran away with her innocense- a memory she can't get out of her head... and i can only imagine what she's thinking when she's praying kneeling at the edge of her bed and she says take me away and take me father-- surround me now in holy water"
i want to go to the beach. it is like my heaven. i wanna stop making bad decisions. they are addicting though. i broke one bad habit that was screwing me up emotionally[or i hope i did]
i'm over drama.people talk no matter what.
i don't like being prayed about in public when i am not present.
i think some people are hypocritical [no thats not just directed to one person]
i'm sorry for some of the people i have hurt recently. </3
i love you all.
DONE WITH THE BITCH ENTRY. gonna try to start writing in this thing more. it helps in getting things out. tomorrow i will maybe shop and hopefully go out with chels to meet up with porter <33 much love. | | comments: 23 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | nothin... | | Time: | 01:44 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/tired.gif) tired |
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| so yesterday was alotta fun--
lauren picked me and kat up and we drove to emerald point. got there and rode the 3 person 1 [that was fun!] and a few more. had a soap fight in the bathroom hahaha and me and kat came out after and got lauren when she was out by the wave pool. we all 3 went down the clam in the babypool and the lifeguard was like no no, but he finally let us...:-)then met her mom and aunt and every1 and ate chicken salad [ahh her mommas is sooo good]. then her mom promised us that she'd ride the edge with us and she'd meet us over there so we ended up waiting for like 30 minutes having to let ppl cut in front of us and then i finally went out and looked for her but couldnt find her. so we juss waited and rode it later in the day with chase. so we were layin out at the wavepool and this random guy came up to lauren like heyy and sayin all this stuff like he knew us so i turned around and was like who are you and he said his name and then was like where u girls from... what the crap-- we are not at the beach. haha anyways he left later cause we were layin out and something like his friends had to leave. had another soap fight in the bathroom--lauren and kat were waiting on me to come out haha. then a lady that works there came in so we all left. drove home after finding the way...
then we all decided to go out for the night-- so we met kat up at foodlion and drove to sonic to eat--then went to the mall. they opened charlotte rousse ahhh! i loooveee that store sooo freakin much. <33. anyways-- then we went to zacs and chilled with him, jordan, and drew. came home--slept. got up early this morning and went out to get school supplys and mom bought me some clothes that i payed her back for. layed out, then went and ate pizza with sherman. umm had to babysit at 7:30 so thats where i have been all night. not a fun way to spend the last summer night, but it was money. talked to marcie while i was over there for a while/watched movies/read my cosmo girl. k thats about it for today. <33 | | comments: Leave a comment |
| lets see here.. last week of summer... ugh--please shoot me now.
k well tuesday i chilled and then went to concord mills to shop, didnt get nothing tho. yesterday made a cake [thanks lauren for the eggs] haha and layed out... today chilled all day here. its been relaxing, i must say.
i had a good talk with jor last night. it has def. been a while and i miss talkin to him. we're gonna do something soon i hope. :-)
kyle parks beside of me-- yay!! that way we can get out together at the end of the day. [and he can let me in front of him if he gets out first] and we have 1st period together so we'll def be doin that hw in the car in the morning.
as always--i have some bitching to do.[its what i do best haha] i talked to a girl today [no names gettin involved] and apparently a certain bitch has to be in her relationship with her bf juss like she is in every other relationship tryin 2 fuck them up. now i aint sayin names cause when she reads this hopefully she will get the point [who knows tho]. but like seriously, why can't you juss leave everyone that has a relationship alone. do you not get it that these guys use you. ahh it bugs the crap outta me that you think u can juss walk in on something and that guy be like omg ok lets go hookup. yeah, some guys would [like my x-bf] but some guys really love their g/f and they aint gonna come chill with you even if you "wont tell". it pisses me off even more that your gonna try to bullshit and act like ur all of our friends and then go try that stuff. its disgusting how you act and how little respect you have for yourself. honestly, grow up and realize that theres more to life then getting dick every other day with as many guys as possible. fine if you wanna do that with guys that dont have a girlfriend, but to try it with one of ur friends guy, thats so low. whatever works for urself tho.
EMERALD POINTE TOMORROW WITH LAUREN AND KAT!! yay!! i am excited. its sorta like a 1 day vacation. haha. <333 | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| RIP, Brandon Miller.
kat juss called me and let me know that brandon was killed in a 4-wheeler accident today. me and brandon havn't talked in a while. in 8th grade, he was the redneck and i was the prep. haha i sat in front of him and hed always make me laugh, no matter what. just thursday he came into the DMV while i was waitin to get my licnese and asked to get an ID, but he had forgotten his social security card. i wish i had taken more time to talk to him this past year. i'll never get to say hey to him again. he'll never say those little redneck things that will make me laugh, ever again.
it makes you think...again.
"i don't mean to 2nd guess you or criticize what i don't understand, these are just a few questions i have" | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| i got my license last thursday. i got a job today. i'll be working at the Texas Roadhouse as a hostess. life is alright in general i guess.
last weekend, i went to virginia and hung out with my grandma and aunt and uncle and cousins. me and cathy went out with her boyfriend and friend on saturday night and went to all her friends houses. it was pretty fun, even tho i didnt know any of the people shes friends with, they were cool. sunday we went and got pizza and ate it. i drove up there and back down. monday, we left for tennessee. we met my 2 great aunts and uncles down there. got there and ate at the chop house. then went and hit a few outlets. i got some cute earrings from claires. ate at ruby tuesdays that night and then went to a country music show that was pretty good. tuesday, went shopping again. that day i gotta 2 shirts, and a tommy swimsuit thats cute. ate at conners and then chilled at the pool and spa. then went to the dixie stampeed later that night. it was pretty neat. the next day we went to nascar speedpark, ate at chop house, and then came home. it was fun.
me and lauren both got our jobs today, so it will be fun if we get to work together. she got some cute clothes.
ughh i am not ready for school at all. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| juss got home from tenn. i'll write about that tomorrow.
i'm going thru some shit right now and i need to vent so if you don't wanna hear this, then don't read.
i've been with a guy the past year of my life. i cared about him more than anything in the world. he was everything to me. yeah there were mistakes made. both by me and him. i forgave him for alotta shit tho, and we tried to move on. i was workin on the friends thing and i left for the beach and god forbid kissed a guy. thats it. and it wasnt juss a hookup, we had talked the past night and hung out. i never see or talk to this guy anymore, but i guess that that kiss was too much for him to forgive me for. that really shows me something after a year of all the shit he's done and i have looked past it. he'd hung out with a girl a while back and shed caused major problems with us. well me and him hadnt talked for a week and guess where hes been while i've been gone? with her. and he tells me they r just friends, and he would never like her and he loves me and wants to make it work, however tonight when he couldnt pick up the phone when i called cause she was there. interesting. but again, i say ok maybe we can work it out. he swears all they did was hug. she sends me this convo him and her had...
munchkin385 (11:07:32 PM): Clump 07 (11:46:29 PM): talk cuz your cool as hell to talk to
Clump 07 (11:46:32 PM): me and you friends
munchkin385 (11:46:34 PM): yeah
Clump 07 (11:46:35 PM): and it stops
Clump 07 (11:46:45 PM): no more cuttlin no more teasing no more nuttin ya knkow
Clump 07 (11:46:53 PM): just straight up laughin and talkin bout shit
Clump 07 (11:47:19 PM): i wand dudes to be like so whats up with you and sherm and you be like he's one of my best friends
Clump 07 (11:47:37 PM): striaght up like tell me bout shit you do with other dudes and shit and me be like your movin to fast or your movin to slow idk
Clump 07 (11:47:41 PM): like friends and shit ya know
so i call him, and what happens, i get bitched at for it. so i'm done. i wasted so much with him. i wish it was as easy as me not to care about him as it is for him. i know i kissed another guy, but i never see him. hes on the phone with her, chillin with her, smokin with her. and lying about it. have the decency to atleast tell me whats going on. lie after lie after lie. i don't wanna be done. i look at other couples and say hey thats what we had and can have back. i remember the good times. but then i call him and he's 100 percent different. i gotta let that go. i love him and i will always care for him, but his feelings are not there anymore no matter what he says. they can't be. he said he needed to experiment. thas been his excuse since before our relationship even began. this is gonna hurt worse than anything, but i'm done. and i pray for good this time.
thank you lauren for talkin. i love you more than life [seriously.]
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
i'll always love you </3 | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| it sucks it takes something like this happening to show everyone what really matters in life.
RIP, Kevin.
i love you all. <3
it makes me wonder where God is. i know it's "his big plan" or whatever. sometimes, i just wonder. and yeah, i know that's bad. don't bitch at me for it. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| i miss the beach. i know i keep saying that, but i really really do. i would give anything to be back there right now. it's so boring here, and too much drama. i love being away from everything. o well, it's gonna be awhile so i guess i have to get over it.
soo i still don't have my car back. they replaced the computer in it, but then it would still not start. ahh i am soo ready to have it and be able to just leave here when i feel like it. i doubt i'll get it tomorrow, but hopefully. i sat here all day and waited for them only to tell me it would be another day. grr.
i don't wanna start school. too much stress. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| http://community.webshots.com/album/165100584nTRHkp
thats the site to my beach pictures... :-) ::sigh:: i miss it soooo much.
so yesterday i was pose to get my license but on the way, my great car i've had for two weeks quit running on the interstate. so it's at the mercury place getting fixed, and ill either have it tonight or sometime tomorrow. gotta love that. but hopefully i can get it then. i've been chillin today and yesterday, catchin up on sleep. k thats bout it... | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| this past week was great.
saturday, lauren picked me up and we loaded her car up and headed to myrtle beach. we get there, and for some reason the room we were pose 2 get wasn't available so we were in this lil room on the 1st floor. it said it was ocean view [and i mean it was if i heald onto laurens feet and swung her out]. our room had no AC so we stole a fan out of the hall and put it in there. layed out a while... and met some ohio wierdos. tryed tellin us they were 17 when they were atleast 20. some ppl juss dont take a hint when you walk away or try 2 ignore them. lauren pretended she was sleepin and made me talk 2 him... i got her back in the ocean tho. then an old man told us he was going to jail cause he loved us and that we should be on a commercial. it was def. interesting. sunday, ali danced and we got to move rooms. we went up to the 2nd floor!! me and lauren layed out and that night got all cute and went to broadway... got lost on the way out... drove over a median... but it was fine in the end. monday we chilled on the beach for the time we wernt at the dance comp. that afternoon we were standin on the balcony and some boys were like come down here so we went down and met 4 cute ones from tenn. we were bout to leave tho, so we went to wings and then came back and ended up meeting back up with them out on the beach. 2 left, so we chilled with morgan and derrick. derrick didn't talk much tho... but it was ok. we all sat out on the beach and morgan drew us a picture of a truck. there accents were soooo cute. anyways, me and lauren had to be in at 11:15, but then her mom let us go back out till 12:15 and we all juss chilled till we got kicked outta the pool area.. so we went to the parking deck. tuesday, the boys layed out with us for a bit. garrett and justin and mere and every1 came down. we went to the competition and when we got back had a hawaiian thingy, i forget the name, starts with an L. morgan and derrick came down and me and lauren went on the beach with them till her mommy made us come back to the party. so then later that night morgan came down and walked with me and we sat on the beach and stuff :-) he's such a cutie, but they left wednesday. :-( wednesday was a lay on the beach day... but that night lauren had to do hip hop for some tv thingy. ate at k&w afterwards [yount meat lauren??] thursday, lauren danced a lil, i layed out with justin and garrett while she was gone. we went to the other lazy river and bout burnt our feet off. that night me and lauren and chels and al got cute and went out to target, wendys, putt putt, and painters. lauren had on her pink cowgirl hat and shoes [it was CUTE] that was the funnest night i had... we danced in the painters parking lot and def. got some looks, but it was sooo much fun [danced to save a horse ride a cowboy] and chelsea ordered a "cheese tateerr" at wendys. got home and walked on the beach with garrett and justin. friday me and al slept in while lauren and her mommy went to the comp. came back and layed out with lauren, then she went to awards so justin and garrett chilled with me till i left to see her dance. [by the way, you did awesome lauren] then we went to eat with justin, garrett, mere, caroline, michelle, nicole, and audra and their fam at some big ol fancy restuarant and i ordered off that kids menu! haha justin covered the hole in the mat with the sugar pack. WHITE SOCKS. ahh. came home, had a drink in garretts room, and walked on the beach. that was a really good night too. left this mornin, which was sad.
if i could leave here and live at the beach i would. this past week was sooo fun and i wish i coulda stayed there forever. it was the worst feeling coming back here.. but o well. i get my license monday.
i'll have beach pictures posted prolly by tuesday or wednesday. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
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